I slept deeply and comfortably until about 3:30am. I woke for no particular reason and felt no pull to head directly back to sleep. So I decided to meditate for a bit, to place focus and intention on all that I’d like to manifest in my life.
Without breaking that beautiful stillness that naturally is at 3:30am, I managed to light a small candle, light a bit of sacred sage, and press “play” on the solfeggio frequency stored on my ipod.
I was instantly lifted to a space that was neither here nor there. It simply was, without form or description. It simply was.
I welcomed that heightened state of bliss into my awareness for what felt like only a moment or two, and then remembered that I have great work to do.
I took a deep empowered breath of focus and determination. I called in support from every elevated realm of being, and then began to set every particular prayer that would support the clear and true manifestation for all I choose.
I wasn’t long into my envisioning stage when I heard the wise chuckle from some great Beings of Light and Love come towards me.
I was in a sincere and reverent space and they were lovingly chuckling at my efforts. So I asked why laughter was appropriate at this time, and their reply shook my knowing to the core.
“Look at your energy” they said. “It is flowing here and there, feeding each individual prayer separately. But watch!! It only need to go to ONE place.”
And I saw all of the energy I had been scattering, spiraling back into my Self. I saw the Light intensify as it united for a greater cause, and the words I heard most genuinely were:
“IT ALL BEGINS WITH SELF-WORTH!!”
I had an instant knowing that the Sacred Love I was seeking to manifest, will naturally appear the moment I build and feel my self-worth. The published book I’m wishing to complete, will easily complete itself the moment I trust in my self-worth. And the ever-flowing prosperity I was calling to myself, will naturally flow abundantly the moment I honor my self-worth.
All outside reflections are a mirror of that which we hold within!!
I know that. And yet, I’m still recognizing how separate we see all moments of life.
The greatest way to build my self-worth on a daily basis, is through I AM affirmations.
I AM LOVE • I AM TRUTH • I AM BEAUTY
I AM JOY • I AM WONDER • I AM LIGHT INCARNATE
I AM PROSPERITY EVER-FLOWING
I AM LIFE FREELY EXPRESSING ITSELF IN EVER-EXPANDING WAYS
I AM PERFECT • I AM PURE • I AM PRECIOUS
I AM That I AM That I AM
and So It Is ♥
© Alania Starhawk 2014