Think of the many relationships we have, and have had, in our lives. Relationships that include our connection to particular places, belief systems, and experiences, as well as to people.
Do you sense that some of these relationships may be caught in a cycle or pattern that is carried over from a past life?
Your instincts might be telling you something.
While moving through this ever-spiraling journey called Life, we are often offered opportunities to bring balance to old, unfinished karmic patterns and outdated belief systems.
By understanding the deeper karmic tale, we can empower ourselves to be present in each new moment and make choices that benefit our current life experience.
For example, are your emotions sometimes more intense than the current experience requires? Do you find yourself clinging to a deep sense of guilt, injustice, or insecurity at times? Are you feeling as though something precious is missing in your life?
This is how our old relationships ( can make us feel if we are still connected to some unhealed emotional trauma.
I work within the Akasha (a conscious realm of light) to welcome greater insight, understanding, and knowledge regarding our timeless soul experience. This includes our relationships to the concepts of time, money, health, safety, self-worth, and so much more.
I'd like to share a profound healing experience with you.
As you read, it appears that someone else has caused me to feel insecure, but you'll slowly start to see that it was only my belief that created lifetimes of discomfort for myself.
While visiting Lower Antelope Canyon in Page, AZ, my sense of insecurity and vulnerability was triggered by some random soul behind me.
We were patiently waiting in a line of 100 or so people, to descend down the stairs into the canyon. I had been preparing my spirit to be comfortable with the heights and the climbing. I was calmly envisioning a safe descent and a blissful experience within the canyon.
However, the intense energy and bounciness of one particular soul behind me became quite overwhelming. I kept trying to focus upon being safe, but it was increasingly more difficult while that soul (I never turned to see what they looked like) was near. It was an irrational reaction, but it was real.
I made a choice to remove myself from the situation and return to the welcome center without having the experience I was so excited to have.
For context, I have always felt incredibly tense and uncomfortable when someone approaches me from behind. No matter how much I love and trust them, it has always felt imprisoning.
I spent years asking my beautiful son to step away from my back when he only wanted to chat, be near, or give me a great big hug.
The journey begins!
Back at the welcome center, I was disappointed in myself for not being braver and more centered on the love that was with me.
That's when phenomenal waves of love started to rise in my body – and lead me into the Akasha for clarity and healing.
Through divine sight, I saw a vision of someone coming up behind an ancient incarnation of myself and wrapping a thin cord around my neck.
All elements of this past life memory then became clear.
I was a tall, red-headed man with a short manicured beard. I was a prominent land-owner in Southern France. A man of great compassion, wisdom, and integrity. Greatly loved and respected throughout the land.
My own son had died very young in that life. So when I witnessed another youth of similar age struggling to stay on a purposeful path, I took him in to raise him as my own son. I gave him all the inspiration, education, comfort, and luxury that a young man of considerable stature might need.
I was devoted to sharing all I had to share.
Although I was not legally able to leave my estate to him, I had secured great luxury and comfort for him throughout his life.
The story becomes personal!
It was not enough for that soul. He continued to trust and believe the manipulative lies of unscrupulous people. From that distorted point of view, he believed that cutting my jugular was the only way to secure his "survival."
When I witnessed the death scene in this vision, there was no disappointment in dying. My overwhelming disappointment came from knowing that someone I trusted and loved could betray me so deeply.
In that disappointment, my soul never looked back to COMPLETE the experience and accept the truth of that betrayal. That part of my soul froze in disbelief and remained there throughout the ages.
My soul was tethered to that brief moment of injustice and pain because I wasn't brave enough to look back.
In the Akasha, Spirit was now encouraging that part of myself to bravely look back and give that soul accountability for his choices.
There was no blame within me! Only pain. It was time to acknowledge the truth and let the scenario complete itself.
I turned back and saw that soul, but I also recognized him as a major soul relationship in my current life.
In this life, he has been consistently selfish and manipulative, without ever accepting responsibility for his actions. No matter the blessings, the support, and the gifts he received, it was never enough.
This soul is my brother in this life.
Healing takes place!
While he was repeating the same pattern of behavior in this life, a part of me was still in denial of it being his truth.
"I" was still in denial.
But from this healing perspective, I released all karmic ties to denying his choices and his experiences.
Spirit then whispered...
"Tell him that he can't hurt you anymore!"
I knew they were talking about the ancient memory as well as the memories I hold in this life.
With those words, I was suddenly reminded of an experience that happened more than 20 years ago. My brother decided that I wasn't giving him the response he desired in a conversation. When I turned to walk away (again he attacked from behind), he aggressively threw a hammer at me.
My then-husband stopped the hammer from hurting me, but I remember being in absolute disbelief that a human being could do that.
This moment of disbelief is what Spirit was encouraging me to reprogram.
They replayed that memory on a higher frequency (in the Akasha) and my SOUL actually turned back around with power and said, "You can't hurt me anymore!"
That's it! Without blame, I took my personal power back.
I accepted truth as truth, without fear and denial. I brought peace to the past imbalance of accountability — and I effortlessly HEALED the belief that I couldn't trust those behind me.
I'm not triggered by someone behind me any longer, and I'm not feeling responsible for my brother's choices any longer. I accept that he is creating his own experience, and I am free to enjoy my life without guilt.
I am no longer bound to that brief moment in ancient history.
I am free!
This level of healing is taking place daily for my clients and students. By working with the Akasha to see, understand, and reprogram the core memories of behavioral patterning, we can SHIFT the energies and thought patterns in your current life.
This work is amazing and I love assisting people through their own pathways of compassionate healing.
If you're interested in breaking the unhealthy ties you may still have with your past experiences, you can learn more about Akashic Healing here:
I look forward to journeying with you.
